When Anime's a Little *Too* Real: The MC Who Just Can't Even
Okay, let's be honest. We've all had days where hitting the snooze button felt less like a choice and more like a жизненно необходимая (vital) survival tactic. Imagine that, but times a thousand and animated in glorious, sometimes-too-bright, color! That's the starting point for a surprisingly fun anime trope: the MC who's basically auditioning for the role of "Most Likely to Fake Their Own Death and Move to a Deserted Island."
I'm talking about protagonists who are so existentially drained, so utterly *done* with life's BS, that their main goal is...well, not to achieve world peace. More like achieving permanent peace, you get my drift?
The "Accidental Hero" Archetype
You know the type. They just want to be left alone. Ideally, six feet under, but failing that, a quiet corner with a good book and zero human interaction will do.
Then BAM! A magical girl mistakes them for the chosen one. Or they accidentally stumble upon a secret society of vampire-fighting squirrels. Or, you know, get isekai'd to a world where they're destined to defeat the Demon Lord.
Suddenly, their carefully curated "leave me alone" vibe is completely shattered. It's the ultimate irony, isn't it? The person who wants to die the most ends up being the one saving everyone else.
Why We Secretly Love These Gloomy Guses
Honestly? Relatability. Let's face it, sometimes life throws curveballs harder than a pitcher in the World Series. And seeing someone on screen who *gets* that feeling, who isn't all sunshine and rainbows all the time, is actually kind of comforting.
There's something deeply satisfying about watching a character who's so jaded slowly start to care about something. Or someone. Even if it's just a grumpy cat that keeps following them around.
Plus, the humor! These shows are often hilarious. Imagine Saitama from *One Punch Man* if he was even *more* apathetic. (Wait, is that even possible?)
Examples to Jumpstart Your Existential Anime Journey
While I can't give away spoilers, let me tell you what you need to look for. The key is looking for those characters that just don't care about anything.
For example, check out Welcome to the N.H.K. It's a classic about a reclusive NEET struggling with, well, everything. It's not always a laugh riot, but it's brutally honest and surprisingly touching.
Another recommendation is Re:Zero -Starting Life in Another World-. While not the main goal of the character, you will see a character so beaten down that they just can't take it anymore and want to give up.
Ultimately, the appeal of these anime isn't about glorifying depression or anything like that. It's about finding humor and hope in the face of overwhelming challenges. It's about seeing characters who are just as messed up as we are (maybe even more so!) find a reason to keep going, even when they really, really don't want to.
So, next time you're feeling down, crank up one of these anime. You might just find yourself laughing, crying, and maybe even feeling a little bit better about the whole mess that is existence. After all, misery loves company, right?
Just remember, if an anime character who wants to die can save the world, maybe, just maybe, you can get through your Monday morning meeting. Good luck, and happy (existential) watching!